Friday, December 24

And in the spring,

I shed my skin,
(and it blows away with the changing wind).

Thursday, December 16


For some reason, all of my attempts at being less depressing on this blog have all failed. Lol.

On the other hand, hooray! It's winter break! That's exciting. I got home yesterday and have basically slept and/or watched TV since then. Ah, the beauty of having nothing to do.

But alas! I do have stuff to do. A lot of things!

1. Start drawing again.
2. Rig and animate my character.
3. Make clothes for my character.
4. Sew stuff in real life.
5. Be social.
a. go watch Tron: Legacy with people!
b. go watch Black Swan with people!
c. go watch Tangled with people!
d. bake stuff with people!
6. Program stuff.
7. Make bio animations.
8. Search and apply for internships.
9. Make up my sleep debt.

I haven't sketched in quite a while. Maybe that's why the last half of this semester was overwhelming.

I just realized, I haven't done contour drawings in a while.

Saturday, November 27

Sunday, November 21



a lot of stuff on my mind.

Wednesday, November 17

Tuesday, November 16

Monday, September 6


was extremely amazing.

This summer was fabulous. The people there are extraordinary. I guess that's the secret to their success!

I've come away from my experience with many questions. What do I want to do with my life? What career should I go into? How do I get into Pixar again?!

The one thing I do know, however, is this:
No matter what I do or where I work, I want to be surrounded by people like the ones I met this summer.


Monday, May 10

don’t be yourself -

be someone a little nicer.
the second neurotic's notebook, mignon mclaughlin

Tuesday, May 4

Sunday, May 2

Friday, April 23

I just realized that:


It should have more sunshine and happy things and such.

There we go.

Thursday, March 25


got a job.

Tuesday, March 9

spring break

is still full of much work. graaagh.

Saturday, March 6

Friday, March 5

this is a test.

(( calculus final in 11.4 hours ))

Thursday, March 4

Friday, February 26

i will survive

physics exam
biomedical engineering problem set
programming homework

child development chapter 7
progeria paper and presentation

biomedical engineering midterm
physics 18.RQ.36, 41

child development paper and chapter 16
physics 18.P.55

calculus final
spring break

ice skating

Sunday, February 21


My congested airway is perhaps making me delusional.

Sometime, somewhere, everyone realizes that they don't really matter in the grand scheme of things.

We're all surrounded by successful people; we all wish we could be like those people, who seem to matter. But you know, that variable white dwarf BPM 37093 in Centaurus doesn't really care about Albert Einstein.

Ignore me and my disgusting sniffling noises, please. But now that I'm in college, it is blatantly true, and I am frighteningly complacent.

But art. Perhaps this is something I can still be good at.

Thursday, February 18

walk, walk

Well, I'm sick. I woke up at 2:30 P.M., missing two classes, child observation, and a meeting.

Friday, February 12

some goals

become a certified Braille transcriber
demo reel
read through The Biology of Cancer
anatomy studies

Tuesday, February 9

albert camus

If there is a sin against life, it consists perhaps not so much in despairing of life as in hoping for another life and in eluding the implacable grandeur of this life.